Showing posts with label Botswana. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Botswana. Show all posts

Friday, September 12, 2014

The Wind in the Trees


A few weeks ago I woke up with the Bastille song Pompeii stuck in my head. The refrain goes: But if you close your eyes,
 does it almost feel like
 nothing changed at all?
 And if you close your eyes,
 does it almost feel like
 you've been here before?

As I laid in bed I closed my eyes and thought about those words. The song is talking about the destruction of a city (I think) as a metaphor for a crumbling relationship. Bits and pieces are perhaps applicable to me but in total not so much. However if I only look at the chorus it becomes very apt to the life of a wanderer.  

In all my travels if there is one thing that I've learned it's that the wind in the trees sounds the same everywhere. As a child I would fall asleep watching the shadows cast across my room and wake up to the gentle swishing of leaves. When I was in college I would sometimes imagine the sound of the creaking trees outside my dorm were actually the overstressed boards of a tall ship on which I was having a grand adventure. Occasionally when I was living in Louisiana I would wake up convinced I was back at my parents house because immediately outside the window of my bedroom in both places was a cluster of cottonwoods. I would then be really disappointed that the smell I thought was my mother's cinnamon rolls was actually my roommate's sticky buns (still good but not the same). I had the exact same problem for the exact same reason when I was studying abroad in Vienna minus the cinnamon rolls. Now that I'm in Botswana everything in my life is oh so very different. And yet, on a Sunday morning when I'm lying in bed, if I close my eyes and listen to the wind in the trees it almost feels like nothing's changed at all.

~Jade


Final note: because of schedule changes for both of us, Sputnik and I will now be posting on Fridays

Friday, August 8, 2014

Tears in the Airport

As a nomad I've adjusted to being away from the people and things that matter most to me. I've found ways to make the distance and moving every couple of years bearable because there's no other way for me to live. But I can't deny that sometimes it's hard to be so far away. My current situation (living in Botswana as a Peace Corps Volunteer) has definitely been the most extreme situation but in many ways it hasn't been the hardest. True, I've never been this far from home nor for this long without a visit but through years of wandering I've learned to cope.

It's funny when I think about the first time I left home for good. I sat on the plane leaving Seattle-Tacoma International Airport headed to Baton Rouge Metropolitan Airport and I wept. I mean really wept. Thick tears. Snotty nose. The whole shebang. I thought about everything it meant and everything I was leaving. Being separated from my parents, my brothers, my pets. Gaining independence and adulthood. Leaving my mountain, the ocean, and the sound. Surrounding myself with people and a culture to which I was not accustomed. I was excited for what I was about to do but there was an undeniable sadness and anxiety in leaving.

When I compare that to leaving last August it's hard to believe I'm the same person. This is especially true when you consider I was leaving more than just the city in which I was raised. I left my home, my country, my dog, my language, my hemisphere (two of them in fact) and every person I love. There's a world of difference between being on the other side of the country from those things where there's at least the possibility of jumping in the car to drive back and the other side of the world where unless you have a much bigger bank account than I do there's no way home.

But I didn't cry. I didn't think about what I was leaving. I only thought about the adventure ahead. Sure, I had heartfelt goodbyes but they were different. They were "see you in two years" instead of "I don't know when I'm coming back". I long ago learned that if distance matters in a relationship it's not one worth me having.

So I was surprised when a month ago when I found myself tearing up in the Sir Seretse Kahama International Airport. I wasn't leaving this time but rather greeting. I had woke at 6 am that morning to board the first bus from my village to Gaborone. I had been stressed about the prospect of hitching from the bus stop to the airport so I ensured plenty of extra time even though I ended up taking a ridiculously expensive cab. I sat at the floor to ceiling windows in the airport waiting and worrying about all of the details for this visit. It was so concerned about my guests enjoying themselves or things going wrong that I had worked myself into a kind of frenzy. And then the plane landed.

Jade with Papa Bear at
Sir Seretse Khama International Airport
That's when the first tears came but I took a few deep breaths and got myself under control. Then I saw my visitors. Walking off the plane, after 36 hours in transit, were my parents Papa Bear and J-Nutt. I was filled with such joy and relief that had to escape and the only way for that to happen was through a steady stream of saltwater. I waved my arms over enthusiastically through the windows until they saw then positioned myself outside of customs.

Of course customs is a lengthy process and by the time they had finally made their way out I had gotten myself under control again. I flew to the loving, exhausted arms of my family filled with joy to be with them again if only for a few weeks.

It's funny. I always miss my friends and family but I don't think I realise how much until I'm reunited with them. I wonder what my reaction will be when Sputnik comes.

~Jade

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Under African Skies



Sunset in Gabarone

                Each morning I’m awoken at six by the Paul Simon song. After lying in bed a moment, still not believing I’m actually here, I slide under my mosquito net and make my way to the kitchen. There I find the large water pot already warm on the stove. My host mother, Mé, has already risen and prepared it for me. I carry the container to the bathroom where the water splashes into the tub. I run a bit of cool water from the tap, just enough so I won’t burn myself while washing.
                When I’m washed and dressed, I head back to the kitchen for breakfast. On weekends it will probably be a larger meal but on school days I have bran flakes and milk. The milk is whole and heated in the microwave. I then gather my bag, say “Go siame” to Mé, and head out the door.
                As I walk through Serowe, many people greet me. Some seem to want to use the English they’ve been learning since grade school, others are just friendly. I suspect that the children who look on with eager and some-what timid faces are just surprised to see a Lekgoa (white person). The bravest of them will call out “Dumela mme” or “Hello”.
Livestock on the side of the street is not uncommon in Serowe
                On my forty minute walk I leave my ward and immediately pass the shopping area. I continue along the dirt surrounding the paved road, passing the bus/combi stop, homes, churches, bars, hair salons, grocery stores, government buildings, and the library. I frequently see chickens and dogs wandering from yard to yard and from time to time a donkey or goat will cross the road. If I am awake enough I may sing one of the songs my Language and Cultural Facilitator has taught us. For instance, “Re tswa Amerkia/ Re baithaopi/ Re ithuta Setswana/ Re ithuta le ngwo” (We come from America/ We are volunteers/ We are learning Setswana/ We are learning the culture).
                I’ll usually reach at the teacher’s college (locally known as the TCC) where we have our classes by about 7:15. Sessions begin at eight but if I arrive early there are only one or two other people using the internet which means I can actually connect and send an email or two.
                The day is jam packed. We cover subjects from Setswana (studying it almost every day and sometimes twice a day) to development to strategies for keeping ourselves healthy. Today, a large portion of the day was spent on the basics of HIV/AIDS which will be extremely helpful since every Peace Corps volunteer in Botswana is addressing the epidemic.
                When sessions finish at five or five-thirty it’s time to make the long walk home. While I’m always tired after such a full day, the walk gives my brain a chance to rest before starting on my homework. Just as in the morning, many people greet me. Yesterday a woman even had a full conversation with me and insisted on walking me half way home. It turned out she was the neighbor of a married couple who are also Peace Corps Trainees.
                As I approach the house, Mé is almost always outside. We greet each other, ask how the other’s day went, and express that we’re happy to see one another. I head inside to do homework. I usually have some Setswana (which my family often helps me with) and some programing notes to review. We have biweekly assignments which are broken into smaller pieces making it very easy to do a little bit each day.


Ivy, Mé, and Jade


If homework doesn’t take too long I assist Girly (pronounced Gelé) or Ivy, my host sisters, with the cooking. Assist might be too generous a term. They’re teaching me how to cook the Setswana way. Some days, Matlhodi, my mother’s nephew will spend the evenings with us. He likes to help me with my language skills and make sure everything is going well. My first weekend in Serowe he showed me around the village and how to walk to the TCC.
                After a little time with the family and a second bath it’s time for bed. If I’m not too tired I might do some leisure reading but most days I’m so beat I’m asleep by nine-thirty. My life during Pre-Service Training (PST) is exhausting but I’m having the best time of my life.

~Jade

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Update from Jade

It's been a year and a half since either of us has written on this blog and A LOT has changed. I'll let Sputnik fill you in on her own life but this post will let you know what's going on with me and what you can expect in the future.

Last June I moved away from Louisiana after 3 years of teaching. It was a difficult decision to leave the students and state I loved but I had to look at what was best for me long term. My darling brothers came all the way from Seattle to help move me up to the DC region. I will have to describe that trip in detail another day. I ended up living in Northern Virginia to pursue my masters degree in Public Administration with a concentration in Nonprofit Management at George Mason University (GMU).

One of the main attractors of GMU for me was their participation with the Peace Corps in a program call Masters International (MI). MI students spend some time (usually about a year) in a graduate program, go into the Peace Corps for a full 27 month service, then return to their campus for a short period of time. Their service assignment is related to their studies and incorporated through a project.

Botswana is the dark blue country.
I am now approaching the end of my second semester at GMU and a little over two weeks ago I was officially accepted into the Peace Corps as a MI student. I will be serving in Botswana working on a HIV/AIDS capacity building project.

It probably goes with out saying that I am beyond excited about this. Serving in the Peace Corps has been a dream of mine since I was a child. I think it's fair to say that I am realizing one of my life goals.

With this life changing event comes a fair amount of preparation. There is the usual amount of doctors visits, etc. that come with traveling overseas in addition to specific requirements which must be fulfilled for the Peace Corps as well as final papers and presentations for my academic life.

One of the Peace Corps expectations is that you will prepare your life for the full 27 months of service. This is no easy feat. For me, a big part of this is basically as soon as I finish with classes moving everything I own from Virginia back to Seattle so I can store it with my family. The big move will be taking place May 29th.

After that I'll have a few months to spend with my family before heading to Orientation (which takes place in the US) on August 12. Immediately after that (August 14), I'll fly to Botswana to begin my Pre-Service Training.

This is a very exciting and busy time in my life which I would like to share with everyone. I intend to use this blog as a means for updates about the whole process. Since Sputnik and I have already established its theme as travel I will do my best to focus on that aspect of this adventure. While I'm still stateside you can expect updates as things occur (shots, acquisition of items, the big move, etc) but once I get to Africa it is entirely possible that my internet will be spotty at best. That is an issue I will have to tackle at a later time.

Today I shall leave you with a picture of the only purchase I have made thus far in preparation of departure (to the right).

~Jade